hmmm... 22 more daes to my last dae...
super tired now after working 7am-10pm todae...
shall update next tym or wa bahx...

it's gd to c U jus nw even if it's only for a while... 11:41 PM

23 more days to my last dae at wrk le...
26 more days to my birthdae le...
my birthdae wish for last yr was not granted last yr...
doubt it will happen for tis yr bahx...
my birthdae wish will always be e same...
i'm noe i'm wishing for something which is impossible now given e current circumstances...
but i wont give up...
n yes..
i'm stubborn...

i'm missin U...
n yes...
I LOVE U... 9:09 PM

hmmm..
nth much to blog todae...
afternoon ard 2.30pm shiou come n we went to plae bball at our usual place...
only thing i enjoyed is e one vs one match wif him..
haha...
it was fun n enjoyable..
haha...
den plae until ard 4.30pm jiu went off le...
so sianz...

tml wrking again...

sianz...
24 more daes to last my dae at wrk le...

haiz..
gonna enjoyed my last days at wrk over there le...

haiz...

tink i've made e wrong decision to quit le...
faced wif those hp bills as well as other expenses piling up ...
haiz...
dun even haf e mood to tink abt it le...

nw hoping dat my decision to quit will suit U bahx...
n perhaps after i've quit...i'll give up on U which i doubt i'll do it...
simply becos I LOVE U too much...
clinging n holding something which is impossible is wad i'm gd at...
n yes..
i'm stubborn... cos nth will make mi give up on U...
tinking of U every dae n nite.. every moment..

tc... 9:49 PM

hmmmm... tis is my 200th post le...
so fast reach le..
haha...

hmmmm 25 more daes to my last dae at work le...
counting dwn now le...
hope i can enjoyed my final daes at wrk bahx...

it was not a easy decision to make....
memories will b forever b kept in my heart as well as all e things i've learned since e dae i started working there....

it was not easy to come tis far... wif plenty of obstacles obstructin mi....
but in e end...
i've proved myself at wrk dat i can succeed....

no regrets except one...
n it's dat one regret which forced mi to go...
haiz...

to tink i'm always havin a plan B if plan A fails..
but sad to sae...

i dunno wad i'll b doing after i've quit e job le...
dunno where my own income will come frm le...
haiz...

nth will make mi give up on U even if i haf leave e place..
i'll still b back... 11:53 PM

hmmmm....
been feeling no mood for e past few days....
super no mood....
haiz...

did i made e rite decision to leave???
wondering...
haiz...

i'm missin u badly...
do u noe???.... 6:35 PM

haiz....
ytd after work went back to ntuc ard evening tym to sign my resignation letter...
after so long...
i've finally do it le... didnt really expect it to happen so fast...
but i'm left wif no choice...
haiz..

perhaps by quitting... i'll give up on U bahx..
since U've always ask mi to give up on U...
i doubt i can do it becos i simply love U too much..
haiz..

countin dwn to my last few daes at work bahx..

:'( 8:28 PM

haiz...
my mood sucks now...
seems lyk no one understands mi except my best buddies...
thks guys...

35 more daes to my 19th birthdae...
am i looking forward to it...???
e ans is NO...
guess one of my wish will never ever come true...
haiz... 12:07 PM

hmmm.... so pple haf been sayin i'm flirtin here n dat...
to those pple out there...
say wadever u wan abt mi cos i WONT CARE....
i am whu i am...


anyway....

been working 6am-10pm n 7am-10pm for e past two days respectively...
super tiring...
esp ytd...
struggling to kip myself awake...
but anyway... was suprised to c HER when i jus came back frm my dinner break...
haha...
it makes my day....
didnt really expect it to happen...

haha....


working morning is really very stress n tiring...
so many troubles....

perhaps i'll quit earlier den my expected date bahz..
haiz...

how i wish u can give mi a chance.. :( 11:04 AM

sianz...
dunno wad to update for todae...
haiz..
tml working 6am-10pm..
sianz..
lucky i gt e stamina to last dat long...
haha...
hope tml at work can c HER bahx...

counting dwn to my last few mths in HGPT xtra...
haiz...

na de qi... fang de xia...

dat's all i can sae bahx..

waitin for u to give mi e chance...
no matter how long it is...
i'll wait... 11:38 PM

hmmm...
here to blog before i go work later due to a last min SOS call by wendy to ask mi to work....
haiz...
spoil my plans for todae...
haiz...
nvm...
it's my responsibility n jus givin my very best for e last few months i'm working there le....
counting dwn to e last dae i'll work there le....

i didnt expect myself to work for so long over there....
but anyway... i've proven myself over there le...

anyway... shall update abt my chalet from mon-wed...
overall..
it's was alrite bahx though it didnt went accordin to my plan...
but it's okay....
i get to slack for e 2 days over there... haha...
anyway... take a lot of pics over there plus some videos featuring jack,shiou n me...
haha...

it's was damn funny... haha..

i'm lovin it..

sianz...

all i can say now is...

life's so bored...
didnt really enjoyed much since e start of my holidaes....

wth..
all e aunties r taking leave frm work lyk nobody business n end up... i'm e one whu suffer in e end...this was supposed to b a holidaes for mi to recharged myself for my final sem in poly n yet...
i'm unable to do so...
haiz...
so tired of it le...

haiz...

my mood sucks nw... 11:36 AM

hmmm.... shall blog abt todae bahx...
went work frm 7am-2pm...
teach e new boy again but jus lyk ytd... didnt reali tok a lot wif him...
perhaps i'm too tired liao bahx...
still haven fully recovered frm e aches esp in my right leg..
haiz...

feelin tired nw.....
later meeting shiou at ard 6.30pm at his hse there to haf dinner wif him b4 maybe slack a bit den went we xiong hse to borrow e steamboat n e sandwich maker...

sianz....
hope tym faster past....
now looking forward to e chalet tml le....
tc everyone...

haiz...

she's still sick n haven recover yet n also havin e exams tml....
i'll b praying very hard for ur sickness to faster go off n she'll b fine... 3:55 PM

hmmm... shall blog abt wad happen ytd bahx...

ytd went for a ntuc fairprice de 5 a side competition wif one of my branch de TL by e name of bellson...

it's was held in choa chu kang indoor stadium.. or rather.. at e badminton court...

too bad mi n bellson were nt in e same team...
haiz...
but never mind...

i try my very best to advance as far as i can wif my team...
but sad to say...
we lost to e warehouse team 3-0...

haiz...

den we went to plae for e 4th n 3rd placing match n we lost 2-1...
though it was a goalkeeper fault.. i dun blame him even though i scored e equaliser jus when all hope seem lost.....
but nevermind...
if not for our goalkeeper... we wont b progress so far le...
anyway...
i've gt a trophy for all my efforts n i'm glad i didnt went back home empty-handed...
haha...

overall...

it was a nice workout for mi esp e feelin when i gt when i scored some goals...
though i played thru e pain in my right leg after scorin e 2nd goal during e 2nd match...
but overall.. it's was worth my scarifice...

haha...

cheers to those whu were present as well as my team mates...
it's was a gd match...

haha...

den todae morning go work from 7am-5pm...

den gt a new guy come n i haf to teach him all dat i've learned though i didnt really sae much due to e tiredness n e body aches...
which reali hinder mi a lot...
but nvm...
it's okay....

i'm still hanging on...
haha..


my mind is made up...
i finally found out whu i reali love le...
n it's U...
e one whu's workin at e same place as mi though different dpartment...

i will wait for U...
dat's all for todae le...

haha...

2 more daes to chalet...
i'm lovin it... 8:39 PM

sianz..
dunno wad to post todae...
my mood sucks...

haiz...

4 more daes to chalet...
dat's wad i'm lookin forward to..

my mind is still confused nw..
haiz... 10:22 PM

sianz.... todae went for work frm 7am-2pm..
so tired....

later still nid go back for e stock take from 9pm - dunno wad tym...
haiz...
so tired le...

i nid a rest.... 6:59 PM

sianz...
dunno wad to sae abt todae...

went work frm 7am-5pm...
den rush hme after dat for fun...
actualli wan work until 10pm todae de.... but...
haiz...

i lack e mood to work until dat tym even though she gt work todae...
haiz...

my mind is super confused nw....
i tink i roughly noe e guy whom she lyk...
n all i can sae is.. all e best to u two bahx......

when e tym for mi to let go... i will de.....


hope next wk come e new boy haf a abilities to take over mi at e workplace n den i'll reali consider quittin e job le...

but all i can sae is...

i'll make my final decision when i during my chalet soon...

9 more daes to go...

looking 4ward to my chalet....

dat's all for now bahx....

gd niite pple...

my mood is still not back yet...
guess i'm one wif no heart le bahx...
haiz.. 11:08 PM